I miss driving around Perryhall really late at night with all of my friends, squished in the car singing really stupid songs. I miss going to the woods at Honeygo and smoking. I miss the good times with Carpy. I miss hanging out with Dan doing the most random, fun things ever. I miss sitting around at Jim’s looking around thinking of how awesome my friends are. I miss calling Gabby really late at night to talk about whats going on in my life. I miss staying at Paige’s house and just laughing all night. I miss parties in Towson, I miss freedom. But with all of that freedom, Most of the time I was faking a smile.
For the first time in a long time, I have a genuine smile on my face. I’m happy with what I have. It feels impossible, but it’s so real. Now, no one can really understand what I mean because It’s a little hard to explain but I have a feeling things are looking up, more than I know.
I miss when you would pick me up every single day, we would smoke so muchhhh and then do the most random things. I miss you. dearly.
